Welcome to my world... this is me, and this is my life...
Rita, Ritinha, sometimes Ana, for some people Pulga, even worst Pulguinha... 23 years old, people who don't know me think I'm crazy, people who know me think I'm crazy anyway, so in the end I think I'm perfectly normal living in a crazy world, with a crazy job, crazy friends and most of all... crazy life...
Studied for most of my life, in fact until a year ago I didn't know how to do anything else but study... finished college with the hopes and the dreams of any young girl: a dream job, a dream boyfriend, new car, house for myself, a healthy and happy future... Ended up with pretty much nothing of what I wanted, but I guess it happens! Life's not always the way we want it to be!
Don't have a lot of friends... don't think I'll get a lot more. Do love all the people I have the pleasure to call friends (about 4 or 5) and would do anything for them.
Against what most would think the times I feel happier is when I'm my own, no pressures, no stupid jokes, no serious conversations, no laughter... just me and my thoughts! =)
And I have you... not much to say about you or us, just that I feel happy (hope you do too), either it's you that makes me happy or my life feels more full?! I don't know... future can only lead us to where it can, the rest we'll see...
Do a job that suits me better than I thought it would, living at my own rythme, sharing the same path as 189 people four times a day and even if only for a couple of hours understand that there's something out there... something that is bigger than you and me, something that makes things going (even differently of what you wanted), something that makes you keep going... Is it all the faces, all the smiles, all the stories, the time you spend together?! Don't know... just know that for a couple of hours we're all hoping and wishing the exact same thing... get there, get wherever we're going!
Plain girl, living a plain live... happy most of the days, tired some of them, laughing through all of them, sad on my own moments, romantic when I must, thinking of you when I can, caring about others for half of the day, pratical for some of the time, working or sleeping for the rest of it...
